"reactivating my brain "

I've been up for days,
Trying to find a way to write this confession down
Seems every line I writes amiss,
At least this I'll admit
For what I've done, I am not proud
But there's no need to pretend, no need for innocence
I've got to be honest now

My verdict has come in,
It says I'm guilty for my sins this time.
I thought I could escape,
But then I finally felt the weight,
Of my crimes.
This is passion, it's not love,
Infatuation never ends up right.
At least I won't be alone tonight.
'Cuz I don't want to be alone tonight.

The prosecution rests,
With convincing evidence.
It seems I've been deceived.
So now I stand alone and wait for the first stone,
To be cast upon me.

My verdict has come in,
It says I'm guilty for my sins this time.
I thought I could escape,
But then I finally felt the weight of my crimes.
This is passion, it's not love,
Infatuation never ends up right.
At least I won't be alone tonight.
'Cuz I don't want to be alone tonight.
If convicted, I will surely do my time.

At least I won't be alone tonight.
'Cuz I don't want to be alone tonight.

E a historia acontece , e se repete , repete e repete...

"It was late. The sun was falling far behind the clouds and I felt that everything was normal. One day in that week of April. It rained a lot in recent days and the weather became every day more enjoyable. (Yes I love the rain and cold winds that make the evenings more melancholy).

And who would expect that there in that place so dark and dirty where I was for so long, I find that angel.

Without realizing it I saw that everything then made sense. And that was what was missing for my smile to make sense.

My eyes followed her, all my thoughts turned to her. Every detail was being stored inside me.

I had never felt that. And so the story began. Where I was taken out of the heavier clouds and played the most beautiful field of flowers that I could imagine."

"Não está sendo simples pra você pensar em nós, não é mesmo? mas saiba que pra mim também tem sido complicado. É tudo muito novo. Mas ao mesmo tempo eu já vivi tudo isso em uma outra vida. Nós de uma chance, é só o que eu preciso pra te mostrar que te faço feliz."